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Tuesday, November 25, 2008

I've made a mistake.

My grandpa passed away yesterday morning...but I thought he was still in the hospital.
My mum was hinting it to me, but I refused to think that way.

I didn't dare.

I found out only last night, broke down real badly. I kept thinking about the time he told that I must bring my boyfriend (if I have one,that is) back to visit him(haha).. My eyes are still sore.
I'm better now, so is my family. Apparently I was the last to know, though Mum was hinting it to me.
Just think of it as Grandpa don't have to suffer anymore.

I just wished we stayed there, then we could had seen more of him.


Posted by Yukari.由香里 at 1:58 AM

Monday, November 24, 2008

I was suppose to blog about my trip back a few days ago, but nothing happened much except that my grandpa was looking better than before when we visited him.


When I first saw him in ICU, I almost cried. He wasn't like that before...I could'nt think of anything to say, I was choking with whatever feeling that was inside me at that time. My mum was telling him to "Jiayou", so I managed to parrot her words. Was I smiling?

At least he was in good care.

All 3 of my Uncles and Aunt were there. Including my mum and Grandma, they all looked very tired and thin. Most had been going up and down from Taipei to Luodong, I'm sure they were very worried...

I'm sorry, its a bit moody here...lets talk about what happen to my hair, shall we?:)

My mum and I went to this hairdresser who was reccommended by my uncle's wife. She was very --how hould I say-- take charged? My mum was talking about how she wanted her hair to be done, and she kept saying "Nono, listen to me first."
Mum gave up talking to her in the end.


That same hairdresser said that she wanted to do a "Design Perm" for me (both of us wanted perm), and it was mentioned to her that I wanted a curl that is not so..well, curly.

There we were, sitting for more than 3 hrs going back and forth between that chair and (the place where you wash the hair), in the end the result shock us.

My hair was like it walked right through the mine field! Mum's hair was damaged and I heard that when she brushed her hair, a chunk fell off! She was mad at the hairdresser...

I know that I was told not to perm my hair, hehe...and I've paid my price... I WANT MY HAIR STRAIGHT AGAIN!!!
I really have no Fate with hairdressers, whatsoever...

Anyway, I had to go back again this Dec, the 9th. Apparently, grandpa was kidda suffering a bit. It hit hard on my mum too, she cried. She going back first on Wed, after that will be us then my dad...kidda disorganised, but it was hard for us to get four tickets for Dec and my dad needs to get home quickly for work. I hope Grandpa gets better, when he was conscious, he even told me good luck in getting into Uni. (Grandma made a slight mistake, she told grandpa that I was admitting in to Uni, not Poly...)

I really do pray that he gets better, to be telling jokes to us like he use to.

Thats the reason why I hate hospitals...I fear them.


Posted by Yukari.由香里 at 1:26 AM

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Wo! Just came back from Taiwan and I'm really very tired...So, I'll promise to update about my trip back some other time,ok?
Bed, Oh sweet, sweet bed!!


Posted by Yukari.由香里 at 8:19 AM

Saturday, November 8, 2008

I'm going to poly! No matter how it is..i still think Science is better for me.
I don't regret having to go to Innova. Putting the stuff about wasting a year in that school aside...I had a lot of my best memories from there!:)
I'll miss my best friends:Min, Pei, Bao, Mus, Boss, Diya and the other people from 0841C. This is really the first time I had bonding with my friends for a whole year!

I've been thinking, I'll give in all my best if I get into BMS....I know it is very hard to get into, provided that I have lesser points than the 2008 COP, but I've already made up my mind that thats the place where I want to go.
Thank you Chun Hui, Xin Hui for encouraging me, making me feel much better:) I look forward to meet you on Mon!
But...If I can't get it...I'll really be pitiful...
Wish me Luck! (Btw, Good Luck to ShiMin too!!)


Posted by Yukari.由香里 at 7:20 AM

Friday, November 7, 2008

I guess this is a sign:
I'm officially going to poly!
All I need is my parents' consent and off I go

I had thought about it through the 1hr and half of the lecture "Exploring other educational pathways... ". I wasn't cut out to be an Art student, I want to study science. I mean, out of the 19 people in my class, 2 got retained...Shimin and Me. We were not the worst students and my attendance was a perfect 10, but we were still retained. Min was lucky,she knew what she wants to do. She has been planning for this since before the exam. I was still confused on what to do with my life (as you can see from my previous entries). But now, the sign had hit me like a hammer on a bell, I'm gonna take something that I'm interested in and wanted to study in -- Science.

Honestly, I'll be in a dilemma if I was promoted (see previous). Now, in fact..I felt pretty happy that I don't have to do Arts anymore. Comeon, C6 for humanities doing A-level Arts, I don't even believe I could make it again if I'm a retainee, and by that time if I want to go poly, I'll have to take O-lvls all over again! It's now or never, right?

Alot of people told me to think over. I've been thinking for the whole 2 weeks and now that I finally reached a decision I want to make the best of it.

So, is it "All the Best!" or "NOOO!!" ?


Posted by Yukari.由香里 at 1:56 AM

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Ok,
Should I go Poly or move on to J2 (if i could)? I guess I have to weigh the pros and cons...here it goes..

Moving on to JC2:
  • Cheaper school fees, I wouldn't have to bother my parents too much on finance.
  • "Straight-up" education --> less embrassing that way
  • I could work really hard and get into Uni next year
  • My friends are here!:)
  • Next year we are reading "Duchess of Malfi"! I really want to study that!
  • I still can't think of my passion/interest or anything else..Now its better to just go with the flow
  • I can't do well in Art course
  • I might not make it to Uni cos I know myself the best....and I know that I am an extremely lazy girl
  • There is no future I like after I graduate...talk about the dark future...

Going to Poly:

  • At least I got a degree to lie back on
  • I could study and perform at the same time...
  • Able to pursuit my interest (And make money! Would u look at that..)
  • No More GP!!!!
  • Very expensive school fees
  • Home Clothes! You know how stressful it is to just pick an outfit for just one day? Five days a week...It would look weird if I wear something twice (and I'm that kind of person. )
  • I work better in stressful environment, if it is slacking...I would slack with it.
  • I had no idea what course I should choose...Although I do better in sci, there are not many sci course that I want to even consider going, and I don't like Art course cos I hate to do paper work (omg, I'm so fussy!)

Now..what should I do? Min was annoyed when I said I want to go to J2, she said that I'll be wasting my life.She's right, but what else can I do? I lack of any passion or drive to push me further.

Wouldn't life be better if it is just a one-way road? Then again, where could you find unique personalities if that happens?



Posted by Yukari.由香里 at 4:04 AM

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