Copyrighted to Eric Sim
Copyrighted to Eric Sim
Copyrighted to Eric Sim

Sunday, December 21, 2008

I'm back!
Actually I came back on 19th (but who cares, no one misses me )

Anyway...

I went back the second time not to play but...to help prepare for the funeral.
A long and depressing story.
Did have tears in my eyes when I first saw Grandpa's Picture placed in front of his body. (I mean it was covered so we couldn't see a thing.) Looking at grandma, I felt hurt all over again. She tried to be strong...but sometimes when talking about Grandpa, she cried. She was skinnier than before, it was obvious that she had not been sleeping well. My uncle came back and forth from Taipei cos he still have to work, in the mean time he tried to ease my Grandma's work load. Our arrival made things easier...including the fact that I'm (self-proclaimed and certified) nocturnal. While my relatives sleep early to wake up the next day for work and school, we (the ones on holiday) did our routines American style...in other words, the other way round. I still do that, sleeping through the afternoon while staying up till 6 in the morning. I manage to do that just this morning, with the 2nd record 7.30am. (1st is 9.30am...yes, I know..scary isn't it?)
The funeral was the hardest part. I don't want to talk about it so you guys just have to imagine the grief and the tension in facing all my grandpa's "friends",(who cames when your life is the grandest and goes when you are facing a crisis. Ya,friends indeed...though some do helped a little), which was an entire hall of them.
Or rather don't imagine it.
It hurts so much to remember the sounds of the silent cries.

I guess we all hate ourselves for not doing more for Grandpa while he was still walking.

I know I do....


Posted by Yukari.由香里 at 6:13 AM

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