Copyrighted to Eric Sim
Copyrighted to Eric Sim
Copyrighted to Eric Sim

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

At times, I imagine embracing; being embraced, by an unknown familiarity. Kissing those lips that I had dreamed of, though, the face was never seen.

I've known to like 2 guys.
One, was seen by all as the flirt; the extremely sociable and easy to talk to. I was quiet, and in my own world. But, he would come to my place, frequently, and stuck a conversation with me. I guess, that's the reason I liked him. I was able to get to know him, more than the others. He was the first guy that talk to me as if I mattered, I guess. A gentleman who I came to like. I like to call him, in my mind, his given Chinese name. I guess, it was me trying to be just a little bit special. I had liked him for 3 years, sometimes off-ing when I tried to back out from this seemingly one-sided relationship. What was I to think myself as the special one when he does this to every other girl he meets? My mind refused to admit. I refused to be the one confessing.

Another, a friend; who stood by me when I was obsessing with the idea of the first. An awkward guy he was, but open on his views. I had deem myself not to like anyone younger than me, even by a few months. So, I specified that to him. Nevertheless, he still stood by me, until the day we graduated. It was until I started to forget about the first when I thought of the second. I started to blush, even just a bit. Friends had told me that he liked me. Was I wrong?
There was no turning back. The second had tried to confess, in his own way, I guess. He had ask me randomly, which left me stunned and he quickly removed that question with something. I could had replied there, but what was I thinking? Now, even if I wanted to, he could no long be reached, turning me away with the same reason I've used since the start. What could had happened if I had been quick-minded?

I feel nothing. Absolutely nothing. Blank. I brought this upon myself. I'm the only one to be blamed.


Posted by Yukari.由香里 at 9:55 AM

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Cosplay Plans:

Confirmed:
  • Shinku (Rozen Maiden)
  • Azusa (K-on! Don't say Lazy Fan-made)
  • Miku ( Vocaloid Magnet)
  • Vanilla (Yumeiro Patissiere Sweet Spirit)
  • Hana Ichigo (Rozen Maiden)
Tentative:
  • Taiga (Tora Dora!) --> Got the wig on impulse :P
  • Ciel ( Kuroshitsuji Ball-Gown)
  • Ai ( Hellgirl Kimono)
  • Yutaka/Konata (Lucky Star)
  • Miku (Vocaloid Cantarella)
  • Azusa (K-on! Yukata)
  • Shinku (Rozen Maiden Traumend)
  • Yuki ( Vampire Knight Guilty Ending)

LOL, so many plans...So little money~~


Posted by Yukari.由香里 at 10:29 PM



Haha, how long since I've updated my blog?

Been spending lots on Cosplay. Wigs, Costumes, Colour Contacts, Shoes.
OH! And not to forget alterations~ (That Chinatown auntie was a leecher!!)

So much that my mum decided to confiscate my ATM card. LOL!
thus, I'm officially, broke..:'(

Actually, it was me who gave the card to her. I just don't want her to see the amount I've spent :P Cos, its unreasonably SCARY. Lucky I'm done with all the transfers I need. So I'll not be using it for a while. In the mean time, Mum can help me control my potential-shopaholic lifestyle.

Hope I can earn more $$!! Need jobs! (Near one at that..hahaha!)


Posted by Yukari.由香里 at 10:22 PM

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

So addicted to the House of Night series now...Can't wait to buy the rest of the series!
I've been eyeing this series since the first book Marked came out and finally my mum brought back from Taiwan a set of 4 books which includes Marked, Betrayed, Chosen, and Untamed. The Hunted, Tempted and Burned are already in Popular right now but I've been trying to find the St. Martin's Press's version of it (The book cover is nicer :P). Besides, what's better to collect a series that is with the EXACT size and similar overall design?

I finished all 4 books in just 4 days (Av. 1 book per day....but in fact it was like 3 books in 2 FULL days and the 4th took 2 days)

Bad thing is, I'm having exams this week and the next and had not been studying! And the all-so-B teacher of REG decided to weight our finals 65%! 65%!!! Just because she thinks that we cheated! HELLO?! Not like EVERYONE did ok?! Seriously! Argg... (but then again. I'm kinda guilty of asking for Formulae...Eh Ha Ha Ha)

This is definitely gonna cost me some credit lost...I had a feeling I'm gonna flunk the finals..:(

Yan Jie is finally back! With my wigs and all too! XD So excited to collect it tml!!! Of cos, plus studies too...

A Student's Life is only Sad when it comes to exams.


Posted by Yukari.由香里 at 5:04 AM

Monday, August 30, 2010

THE HUES' AUGUST GIVEAWAY
totallyawesomeshit!

Finally received the well packed package from Hues (A Singapore-branded Mineral Cosmetics)

Look at the Bubble wraps! XD (Yes, kinda hard to believe that the only thing I've spend is the electricity bill for my Lappy)

Behold! The Awesome Giveaways! XD Packed with a eyeshadow brush, a full eyeshadow (Cost about $7.50) and 3 small packs of wonderful eyeshadows.

The Eyeshadow that made all this true, Antique Piano! I entered the giveaway without giving any thought. This eyeshadow name was pretty, so I've entered it, and WON! Totally COOL! (note to self: Broaden Vocab esp the term 'cool' and 'awesome')

and...The 3 small packs of eyeshadows! (From left) Stardust, Vintage Violin, Blissful. HOW COOL IS THAT?! Besides, I've been wanting to get pink, coral and blue eyeshadows since god-knows-when. It's like they have been reading my mind or something...LOL!


Side notes: I've been rather hungry so I won't think much of my language used today. If you are elated, hungry and probably thinks that the world is smiling at you, this is how you'll write your blog~
Chiao!



Posted by Yukari.由香里 at 12:54 AM

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

I don't know how long since I've updated my blog~

Sums up:

OSG (6 people- Lihui can't go, YuYan in China) finally had fun for 3days 2 nights at the LOFT @92! XD The "Camp" would be a heaven if not for the BPP quiz the day after. (Yes, I blame U, Mr Yun! hahaha)
We had to cramp our studies with 3 days straight of McDonalds...1st day was dinner, 2nd lunch, and 3rd breakfast :P But had a crazy night before studying! I was just wondering if those video is ever going to appear on FaceBook~ =.=

The long-awaited Natsu Matsuri finally came and Jiesi, Gladys and HweeKim all came to my house to change into our Yukata. We were actually planning to make a grand entrance with a Maxi-Cab. But the call-service had made us wait for a such a long time that we decided to walk out and flag down 2 cabs. Should had seen the public's faces. I was feeling warm...for one reason or another -.-.
The Changi Japanese Primary School was really big~We brought the Apple Candy because Zee was in front of the line :P (yup, we cut the queue:P) But it wasn't as nice as I thought I was...I even had difficulty biting it!
The Yo-yo game was also fun...though $2 is a little bit too much T-T. I actually caught 4 balloons. However, since Jiesi didn't catch any, I gave her one...and another one of my balloon dropped back into the pond :( So I was left with 2~~
Went back home wearing Yukata, all the way from Changi to CCK, lots of ppl looking at us! I even heard, "Hey! There's a Japanese Girl!" LOL! I reached home around 10 plus...was rather tired and happy! XD

Just today, my Pri Sch Mates tagged me in this class photo. I finally found my long-lost friends! Haha! And how much had they changed! I can't even remb much stuffs we did, except for a few of my close friends, the "Bio-data", Catching, the ever-seemingly delicious $1 noodles in our school canteen. We were talking about meeting up tml. A small gathering. This is gonna be so fun! XD
My gosh...I felt so old...:(


Posted by Yukari.由香里 at 1:38 PM

Monday, July 26, 2010

浜崎あゆみ / Days

ys

浜崎あゆみ / Days

浜崎あゆみ / Days


何気なく交わしてる
言葉の一つ一つが
僕にとってはとても
大事な宝物
Each word you casually exchange with me
Is such a precious treasure to me

だけど十分でもなんだか
恥ずかしいくらいだから
君が知ったらキット
笑われちゃうだろう
But I myself feel a bit embarrassed about this
So if you knew, you would surely laugh at me


会いたくて会いたくて
せめて声が聞きたくて
用もなく電話したり
I want to see you, I want to see you
I want to hear your voice at least
And I sometimes call you with no special reason

君がいるそれだけで
心がとてもあたたかくなる
僕の願いは
たった一つだけ
そんな風にイツまでも
君を好きなままでいていいですか
My heart becomes so warm
Just because you are around me
I have only one wish
Can I stay loving you forever
Just like this?

大切な人がいる
事はもうずっと前から
知っているよ
だって絵外が輝いてる
I've known for a long time that you have someone precious
Because it's clear from your smile

切なくて切なくて
胸がぎゅっとなる夜も
確かに根あるけれど
Though it's true I spend some nights
Feeling so sad, so sad
And feeling a tightening in my chest

君を思うそれだけで
心は生きる意味を持つから
何かを求めているわけじゃなくて
ただこんな風に
いつまでも
君の好きな僕でいていいですか
If I just think of you
My heart has the meaning to live
I expect nothing special from you
Can I stay loving you forever
Just like this?

会いたくて会いたくて
せめて声が聞きたくて
用もなく電話したり
I want to see you, I want to see you
I want to hear your voice at least
And I sometimes call you with no special reason

君がいるそれだけで
心がとてもあたたかくなる
僕の願いは
たった一つだけ
My heart becomes so warm
Just because you are around me
I have only one wish
Please let me keep on loving you

そんな風にイツまでも
君を好きなままでいていいですか
ことはもうずっと前から知っているよ
だって絵外が輝いてる
I've known for a long time that you have someone precious
Because it's clear from your smile

切なくて切なくて
胸がぎゅっとなるけど
確かに根あるけれど
Though it's true I spend some nights
Feeling so sad, so sad
And feeling a tightening in my chest

君を思うそれだけで
心は生きる意味を持つから
何かを求めているわけじゃなくて
ただこんな風に
いつまでも
君の好きな僕でいていいですか
If I just think of you
My heart has the meaning to live
I expect nothing special from you
Can I stay loving you forever
Just like this?


Posted by Yukari.由香里 at 7:10 AM

What? Me?

Joyce
18! :)
Yukari.由香里
Taiwanese
NP-LSCT-CBE
Galaxy. Jupiter :P

Loves

My Family!
My Besties
OSG!
Acting
Cosplay
Anime and Manga XD

Wishes

Really Good Friends
More Family Time:)
Do well this semester
Be fluent in Jap
To Act!
Cosplay more characters!
More $$ XP
Going back Taiwan ^-^

Kindly. Talk.

Tag when u view this blog cos if u don't..
I'll be really lonely:(




linkages

* Inspiration
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* Angie
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* Chu Yi
* Chun Hui
* Darren
* Debbie
* Diyanah
* Eudy
* Gladys
* Hui Jun
* Jianhui
* Joelle
* Joshua Chua
* Le Xin
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* Ling Yu
* Luke
* Lyon
* Nadiah
* Musliha
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credits

Designer Eric Sim
Pictures Foto Decadent
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